The cold weather seems to have the effect of turning me in on myself. I noticed it last year, which was the longest spell of really cold weather I remember. But this year it's different. I now have a better way of turning to my inner world.Trying to get warm in a chilly cottage by a small fire can be bleak. But my way now is to dream the weather.To become the cold world.
Last night I was out under the stars, wrapped up in warm clothes but still feeling the chilly air in my bones.Jack Frost came to me and I took his hand. We walked together in his icy world. I know this is perilous. When I came back inside I was chilled to numbness. Ice crystal images followed me to bed, even though I was cuddled up with a hot water bottle.
Jack followed me in my dreams. Next morning it took a while to adjust to the day as it slowly got light.But all this is OK. I don't feel lost and isolated by things like this any more. I feel in contact with the elements in a positive way and walking a path I want to follow, not lost in a dark place.
The intensity of your journeying is impressive. The dream dimension is far more difficult to control. But you seem to be strongly focused.
ReplyDeleteYour awareness of the 'perilous' is necessary. I hope you can stay positive.